oh fuck. guess wad?

i lost my links and tagboard. not tht they are very active anyway. ohmyfoot.

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got tht smile off the stupid screen. it was irritating. ok it is. one stupid smiley face smiling at u like nobody's business. wad the hell made me put tht in the frist place anyway?

crap.

ggrrr. ignore me. im just emoing. realrealrealreal badly. and its making me have a headache. ggrr.

and i forgot all about the year5 subject options. ah crap.

shit.

i was just wondering,
if i disappeared one day, would my absence be felt?

ah now i feel like banging my head against the wall to stop the bloody headache im having. argh damn.

im in a good mood though im having a headache.

this week has been quite ok i guess. other than some stuff. like noticeboard and keith the great.

got back english compre test. 8/25 :( but i got 21 for summary and i think thts very high. heh. got back geog test too. i got 21/25. yay. and i got 18 for chem prac. yay.

so for now. ive got 2 "A"s for ca1. and i think i can get an a+ for maths. yayayayayay :D

and today was speech day. quite ok i guess. the mrt ride to and fro were both damn cool la. haha.

i carn believe how some pple can be like sooooooooooooo petty. for goodness sake la, na de qi fang de xia. ooh hanyupinyin like some pple :D haha. anyway, back to hte main point. u suck la. i mean seriously la. omg. i carn believe i actly... argh forget it. lets not talk about it. bleah.

and tmr is gng to be the first ever saturday in year 2007 whereby my whole family, meaning MAMA PAPA KORKOR ME AND HUGO, will ALL be at home. yay.

ah finally chnged my skin.

decided to change to a happier one. heh.

decided tht there was no point in putting in sad emo stuff or wadsoever into a blog. why remember sad stuff right?

so i shall only blog when im in a happy mood.

yay.

and mass display is OVER!!! :D

At this time in your life you feel like 'giving up'. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is - If you don't give up. So consciously make the effort... You have that inherent power to succeed.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offence, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.

Unacceptable restrictions have been forced upon you and this is resulting in severe frustration and stress. You are looking for independence and consequently you shy away from any restriction and avoid obligations of anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressure and want to escape from it so that you can obtain what you need, but unfortunately at this particular moment in time you lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this.

The tensions and stresses that you are experiencing at this time are, you feel, beyond your capabilities or your reserves of strength to cope with. You feel inadequate and in a constant state of anxiety.You are attempting to escape from this situation into a secure environment in which you may be permitted to relax and recover, free from outside interference.

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

quite cool hur. ha. shall read bio and slp at 10 tonight. ha.

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

i shall not post any emo stuff cos im feeling relatively high now. haha. and im making a fool out of myself in front of hugo. haha. which is ok. because nobody is at home. made me emo a while but i got high after my dinner. HAHA.

and i mean really really high.

cos i started talking and laughing to myself. damn. stress is getting into me or sth har? HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

anyway. sports day today was ok i guess. the crowd control duty was BORING with capital letter B capital letter O capital letter R capital letter I capital letter N capital letter G. until the refreshments started. and then we collected ezlink cards, handphones, wallets, mp3, spectacles and watches. haha.

and we got chrysanthemum tea and milo and pepsi :D

and the sun was shining brightly i was frowning. ok not funny. but i had my PURPLE umbrella :D and the environmental conscious mean SCs threw the cover away cos i left it there and moved up to sit :( NONONONO EMO STUFF. nvm. no cover open umbrella easier :D haha. damn im optimistic :D haha.

and then a bunch of us went back to school to do the special performance. not really much done, but at least we have a start. and i realised weiliang is like damn talented. haha. and me and jolene fought. HHAHA.

and then went home.

and i went to wash my leg cos it was freaking dirty. so i put soap on it. and i forgot to wash the soap off and i wanted to walk out of the toilet. and soap is slippery. so i almost fell. but strong me used my strong arms to prevent myself from falling by grabbing the sink. yay. so i din fall. or i wld hv hit my head against the toilet bowl and died (CHOY!) then the world will be sad and everybody will be depressed. but fear not! cos im still alive and kicking and typing and making myself higher and higher :D HAHA.

and hugo is smelling good because he just bathed :D and i need to go shopping tmr.

SHOPPING LIST
1) dog food (hugo needs to eat)
2) dog toothpaste (hugo has healthy teeth to bite :p)
3) dog antiseptic cream (hugo hurt his tail T.T)
4) dog chocolate (hugo likes treats)

ahaha. doggie shopping.

:D

shall go prepare my u now and watch tv :D bwahahhaahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

bwello!

im in a good mood now, cos i dun think that time of the month will clash with my 2.4 tmr :D yayayayayay :D

then i can aim for an A instead of the usual C ive been getting the last 3 years due to... well you know. haha.

chem test today was ok i guess. la test too. ah wdv. i always say they are ok and they turn out to be crap. bleah.

shall go study geog now. hahaha. im a hardworking girl :D

A for 2.4 :D or maybe a B will do. HAHA.

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ok im not in the right mind now. heh.