HELLO EVERYBODY!!! I'M ALIVE AND KICKING (NOT LITTLE KIDS)!!!

ok so it's been like a freaking month since blogged. i shall give you all interested people an update about my very interesting and amazing life :D

ok so since the last post, had gp ct which im pretty sure i screwed up so that's not very interesting or amazing so i shall skip that. and then came the HOLIDAYS!!! LIKE WOOOOOOO!!!

why am i so excited about holidays when it's like mugging time for all yr6s? BECAUSE, HOLIDAYS MEAN MY LUNCHTIME IS NOT IN SCHOOL!!! WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! so makan makan makan makan. oh damn i sound so greedy. i'm still feeling full from dinner. oooh dinner. today's dinner was great but i will elaborate on that later.

can you tell that i'm feeling high? hehheh.

okok i shall update you about boring stuff first. i mugged. like duh. i'm a chao mugger. so i mugged. i'm feeling pretty alright about physics and maths. just a little worried about econs essay and more than a little worried about computing.

ok now the more interesting part. ok so i went to cruise. yeahyeah again. and not i refuse to put it as overseas, cos im actly on the sea. so yeah relax ok, no h1n1 or whatever. i went in early june anyway, want to kena also kena. but then, if u are fated to have sth bad happen to you, you will choke on tofu. ok then i just erm ate lor. like duh right. oh and stepped into the casino legally, played roulette and yah that's it. oh oh and i went to cruise for 4D3N, which was just nice for me to wear whatever clothes that i never wear before :D yay.

ok and i went for a few buffets. really a few only. one hand can finish counting :D still got one finger never use :p ok im gng to skip this part cos i wanna blog about today. today was an exciting day.

today, i went to kk hospital for ultrasound scan. wooohooo im pregnant. yah right. it was just a scan to see my ovaries. lol. yeah anyway, so like duh first time ma, so i didn't know what i was supposed to do. so apparantly the bladder must be full. and mine was empty. though i already drank 600ml of water when i went to register cos the nurse said so. so i had to drink more water and wait for my bladder to fill up. so in total i actly drank 1.8ml of water in an hour and did the scan 3 times before my bladder was full. so on the fourth scan, i was finally able to finish the scan. and erm yah. results will be out tmr when i go for my appt. how exciting -.-

ooooh ok now here comes the great part. after the scan, my parents and i went to eat at cafe oliv. remember cafe oliv? the one shunjie and i went to for escargots and yummy yummy food. ok so this time had the steak and bbq ribs. the steak was good, but just normal good. the ribs were nice :D on par with kenny rogers. but the highlight of the day was the brownie. OMG THE BROWNIE WAS HEAVENLY. like mmmm mmmmm mmmmm ooooooooh. oh right, so we went to eat cos the voucher that shunjie and i got from the last meal was going to expire. and TADA GOT ANOTHER VOUCHER LEH!!! HAHAHA. it's such a cheapo way of making people go back to eat. but it works :D but if got voucher food no good i also won't go. no voucher food good i also will go back. and cafe oliv belongs to group 2.

oh this saturday me going makan session at my uncle's house. housewarming but not housewarming. he said go eat, cos he don't want us buy present but we all want to see new house. heh. ohhh and me have another cousin getting married, with dutch boyfriend. the two of them very cool one, they built their own house. like literally build their own house, brick by brick. yah so tentatively she's coming back to singapore to host a wedding dinner probably in sep. and i have another cousin's wedding dinner in dec and one more early next jan. woohoo. i love wedding dinners. ok fine, i love dinners.

and 11th july got all-you-can-eat durian feast downstairs. some rc activity that since last year's good reviews, becoming annual :D

OH AND ME IS FLYING TO TAIWAN ON 9TH DECEMBER 2009 :D and we haven't decided when we are coming back. so now only got the go there plan :D

oh i forgot about hugo. ok hugo turned 5 on 19th june. no bday party this year. heh. oh and he got his vaccination as well. he lost a kg since last year's vaccination. hahahaha. hugo is getting toned and fit :p and hugo pee-ed in the west. like WEST! now he can bark at the dogs in the neighbourhood laughing at them that they only pee in the east.

ok so why did hugo pee in the west? because we went to survey the western area of singapore to see where we can move to next year so that my brother and i are nearer to our schools. my brother is gng to nus and i'm aiming for ntu, cos nus doesnt exactly have the course i want. but the point is both in the west so if can then move nearer lor. have a place in bukit batok quite fit our criteria. near market, got bus go ntu (i dunno about nus) and it's near a civil service club which we will have access to cos my father is a civil servant. just opposite. so it's like a condo without fence. but the problem is, nobody selling -.-

and and and father's day! my brother pay, i cook. and i cooked lamb chop. the shoulder part. cos the shank and thigh raw one also very ex. i was quite apprehensive about it at first, cos my mother doesn't cook lamb cos she scared she cannot get rid of the lamb sao smell. but i know my father likes to eat lamb chop lamb shank basically mutton la. so i decided to try. AND YAY I GOT RID OF THE LAMB SAO SMELL AND MADE A GREAT MEAL OF 4 LAMB CHOPS WITH SOUP. TOTAL COST OF $17. please clap :D and after that we went to eat swensen's ice cream :D unfortunately, i met leeyan.

ok i think tht's it. my holidays quite boring hor?

i've finally finished my PQ.

i have this ability to make things sound much nicer than they really are. like erm "Jasvin leads by example and is able to influence others positively and motivate them in fulfilling their roles." just cause thaddeus says that i'm his role model. thank you thaddeus, you're my source of inspiration. oh look you can put tht in ur pq :)

ah well, i took a pretty long time writing the PQ, but weighing my marginal benefits (me writing it and not well you-know-who) and marginal costs (time taken when i could erm mug), i wrote it diligently. ok typed it.

and in case you're wondering, nope, i did not put that i'm a cheat in my PQ. for story, ask me. i don't want to type it here. it is such an embarrassment and disgrace that i don't want to remember it and get reminded of it when i browse my archives next time -.- oh yeah sure. it's basically just an incident in which the ants built mount everest instead of an anthill.

school's been quite a bore. just teachers pushing us and getting us ready for common tests and what not. and yah gp common test is next thurs. somehow, i'm feeling quite nonchalent about it. maybe i will start panicking tmr or sth.

oh and we took our height and weight on friday during pe. guess what? i regained my 172cm from the earlier 171cm before CNY. yay :D and i lost 7kg this semester. i dunno how and i dunno where. maybe my brain got lighter or sth -.- oh well, i'm obviously not eating enough :D yeah sure. hahaha. speaking of which, me got buffet lunch this saturday :D whoooopeeee :D OH! and cafe olive date with shunjie hopefully on thurs if maths doesnt end too late :D

and im gng on cruise in june :D to eat and mug :D yay.

ok dinner time byebye. it's things like food that keeps us (or at least me) going.

me is having itchy mouth now and i feel like eating sth. hmmm.

it's this lingering feeling i've been having for weeks. just feel like eating and eating and eating. nyamnyamnyam.

speaking of eating, shunjie and i went to cafe oliv for lunch on thursday before syf rehearsal. google it. ok anyway, the food is great. we are so going back there :D we had escargots :D first time trying for both of us. it doesn't have much of a smell, like a snaily slimey smell or sth. it felt like some really bouncy mushroom. then we had beef stew, tasted great. yumyum. had some parmesan chicken cutlet, didn't really get the cheese taste but it tasted great as well. beef stew was better, highly recommended. after that we each had a mudpie which was huge. like restaurants normally sell small little dessert. theirs was huge. like we both went WOAH! so it was 20bucks per person. really worth it cos it was yummy, and feeling and yippee :D happy :D and they gave us this 10 dollars voucher so we totally have to go back :D

ok so cs syf is over. results not out yet. hope for the best. but it think we did good on the day itself. like totally better than all rehearsals. cos the actual thing itself was the only time we finished under 15mins. and the everything was in the light circle :D like in the halo. lol. yeah so i think it's pretty amazing how i actually took part in cs production and then cs syf. heh.

ok i lost track of what i wanted to blog. i'm watching dog hotel. it's rather cute. haha. and it keep making me lose my train of thoughts so im not gng to blog anymore.

i need food.

ME WANT TO EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT!!!!

i've been having sudden cravings and the constant urge to want to eat these few days. sign of pregnancy -.- i'm not. heh.

ok thurs was speech day and being an under-achiever and lousy student, i have no awards so i had the day to myself. so i went to see a doctor. nope, i wasn't sick. it's my period. or rather, the lack of. so my mother got worried and she insisted that i go see the doctor. so i went to the polyclinic cos cheeeeap. then cos of swine flu, there was this check at the door and the some parts of the clinic was cordoned off for flu cases. what a time to go to a clinic -.-

ok so the doctor, being a general practitioner, and not a womb specialist or sth, she had to refer me to KK hospital. and in order to refer me there, i had to do a test. what test? pregnancy test -.- just to ensure that it's some problem that my period is not coming and not cos i'm pregnant. so pregnancy test is urine test ma, so must pee. which is a torture. cos u knw when u have no pee, u just have no pee and u can't pee. i drank a full litre of water and waited for like 20mins before i could squeeze out some pee for the nurse -.- ok so the test result is negative, like duh la. no sex how to be pregnant? and the doctor actly wrote negative on the paper even before i did the test cos she say if i have any chance of being pregnant, i wouldnt go see her with my mother. lol.

ok so my kkh appt is the day before gp common test, but if my period comes before that i dun have to go. the doctor say probably stress or hormonal stuff. and the consultation plus lab test is 8bucks. cheap hor? haha.

after that went to chinatown point to meet my papa for swensen's lunch. 1-for-1 ma. their new seafood lasagna very nice. yummmmmm. after that went to bugis with my mama. then walked ard shopped ard and then my father got off work early today and met us and we went to eat at swensens's for the student deal. 2 sundaes for 9.80++. yummmm. then after that went to tm to meet my brother for dinner. and cos we reached there rather early, before the student deal ended, went to swensen's again to eat with my brother. hahahaha. swensen's 3 times in a day. LOL. yummmmmmmmmmm. and dinner after that. yes i still had space for dinner :)

ok ytd was a normal little labour day. did a bit of physics. craved for food. ate lots of chocolate. craved for food. eat a lot of things. and at night i had this huuuuuuuuuge craving for durian and buffet. the buffet bo pian la. so as for the durian, i went to satisfy myself with 2 mouthful of durian icecream before i sleep cos i couldn't sleep cos all i could think of was durian.

today went back to school to paixi. the whole pai xi jolene and i were just waiting for it to be over so that we can go eat. haha. so two of us plus weiliang went to eat after that. went to waraku at katong village. ate a lot. shared a set with jolene ordered 2 sides that 3 of us shared. and then came the dessert. their stick cakes are yummy. especially liked the sweet potato cheesecake and green tea tiramisu. highly recommended. ok so we actly ordered 2 stick cakes. then we decided for a 3rd one. after we finished the 3rd one we still wanted more so we ordered one more. heh. bill came about $20 per person. for a full stomach, satisfy cravings and oooooh yummmmmmmmmmm. hehheh. ]

totally looking forward to next makan session. we wanna go chat masala, ice cream chef, cheesecake cafe, waraku de gohan @ starhub centre and a lot a lot more. we welcome interested parties. haha. yummmmmmmmmmmmmy :)

ok so after the calories exploding lunch, weiliang says he needs it cos he's underweight, jolene says she will go cycling and i decided to run (but then i alrdy do run like on every other day). weiliang went home and had a conetto ice cream, jolene went home and slept. i ran 3km. i am great.

tmr's breakfast is home made pancakes. yummmmmmmmmmmmmmy. have been craving for it since dunno when. and WE ARE GOING FOR A DURIAN FEAST TMR!!! oooooooooooooh :D

YUMMMMY ME LOVE TO EAT :D

these 3 days have been filled with competitions. and losing them -.-

so sailing 'A' Div was from tuesday to friday. tues and weds for boys and thurs and fri for girls. well, so both teams did well enough such that you see our name on the ranking paper and you can find us pretty fast if you look from the bottom of the list. haha. ok la we kinda expected it, so no complains. it was an interesting experience though.

im 26th out of 28. heh. but my personal best is 16 ok. SIXTEEN LEH. chio.

oh anyway, the wind and current conditions for both days were pretty strong and i had to retire early on thurs cos i injured my leg. so i only did 3 our of 5 races. so after i unrigged and showered, i decided to walk down to see if i could see the others sail. so i walk walk walk. then i saw the sailboats so i walked down to the beach to go to the breakwater to get a better view. then i saw this topless man swimming so of course i turn away in case he come ka chiao me. then i turn and i saw this old ang moh couple sunbathing NAKED. like WTH. naked. totally naked. urgh. good thing they were like faced down la. wah piang. i was damn freaked out. i just turned around and walked back, trying to pretend i didn't see anything. freaking hell. imagine u turn and see 4 ass cheeks staring at you. the guy not scared later got some crab crawl out and pinch his ahem meh? eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

ok so friday was pretty much the same ba. sailed the remaining 2 races. finished pretty early. and mr tan said we didn't have to stay for prize presentation. he didn't want to stay also lor. haha. so he drove us out and the 3 of us went for lunch at pizza hut. horrible service. but filling nice food to satisfy our hunger. heh. after that i went to eat again with my family.

ok so that pretty much marks the end of my sailing life and frankly speaking, i'm really glad about it. i must admit though, i did have happy memories sailing and it was an interesting sport to be introduced to. i won't regret joining this cca, but it's time it ended. so yeah, byebye sailing :) lifejacket for sail, any takers?

ok today was innovateIT. too much waiting, too little stuff done. we didn't win, not even get into the finals. but it was a very funny day. there was this guy who brought a ba zhang to eat, and we just kept niaoing and talking about him the whole day. it was damn funny. some teams had pretty interesting ideas. it was quite an eye-opener. and the food was good. especially the cheesecake. kinda regret eating only one piece ): and they didn't let me have the fruits ): haha.

ok i am very tired. i shall go enjoy the last half an hour of hu yu wei on tv. byebye.

i got a B for PW.

if i say i'm unaffected or feeling pretty neutral about the B, then i'm lying. 'cos i'm really pretty sad and disappointed about the B, not that i was confident of an A, but there's nth wrong with hoping.

i was pretty much stoning throughout the whole bus ride home, thinking about the B, or rather, the lack of the A. i don't really feel any regrets, pretty much cos i don't know what i'm suppose to regret about. partially cos i don't really remember the course of doing PW and partially cos i don't know what went wrong. it may have been the presentation, Q&A, PI, EOM or WR. i don't know and maybe will never know. it could have been something wrong with the group work, it could have been something wrong with my individual work. there are a 1001 possibilities.

then i realise, i've got the negative emotions not because i didn't get an A for PW, but because, at the point when i saw the freaking B on the slip of paper, it just hit on me that i will never be able to attain the 8 distinctions which i set as a goal to achieve, that i know 8 distinctions is impossible even without trying.

but i guess i can't do anything about it now. i wave goodbye to that goal of 8 distinctions. i pasted the slip of paper on my mirror where i will see it everyday, to remind myself that i have 1 B too many, and that there's no space for more.

well, congratulations to all who got your A. now, excuse me while i go get my 6 other 'A's.

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