ok i'm updating earlier then expected. cos today i only hv sql to do and read econs notes. i shall read integration on the mrt tmr when hj is cotton wooling. LOL.

oh well, sat was more of preparing for waff. the damn store tht sells container was damn #$%^&. they forgot to deliver then i had to like go all the way back to tampines when i went all the way to bedok. and i reached tampines the person ask me to wait 10mins. LIKE HELLO WTF?! IS THAT THE WAY YOU TREAT CUSTOMERS?! NO! so i scolded him. ha. dun think students can bully.

THEN AT NIGHT GO WATCH CAOGE CONCERT! :D THANK YOU QY I LUBB LUBB YOU!!! haha. was just gng to sit outside to listen only actly but qy got tix from tricia so :D yay!!! sorry for the lack of excitement when i realised tht qy got tix. i was kind of in a stoning mood. lol. then i was damn nervous when we were oh yah bay som-ing to see who go in. haha. but wl and jolene let me go in!! THANKYOU!! :D they had live feed though. lol.

LOVE CAOGE!!!

then sunday was waff. went over to jolene's hse to help her with the stuff then cabbed to scape youth park. the carnival was fine i guess. had our share of customers. there were times we were too busy and had to close. and pple got pissed for waiting. then the printer died and we chnged our service. lol. well, didnt win anything. disappointed yes but it was fun all the same.

ah then last night i had diarrhoea. so poor thing so i went to school at 10.30 for the lessons. skipped pe. lol. well, lessons were fine. but i was just damn slpy and tired. crashed h4 maths. went for h3 physics. ok i guess just tht the pple are damn noisy and the teacher kinda confused me after i understood the notes. lol. reached home at a holy time of 8 -.-

tmr another long day. zzz.

oh sth ridiculous happened. i was on 28 today and i got accused of staring at pple's bf. like wth? the guy wasnt even good looking. anyhow pull one off the streets also better looking then him.

crazy bitch: EH STOP STARING AT MY BF LA!
me: *originally stoning and staring into space* huh wad?
crazy bitch: DUN ACT INNOCENT STOP STARING AT MY BF!
me: *pissed off* u siao ah? u think ur bf very handsome i wan stare ah? ask him go stick himself below the bus nobody can see la.

then the bf dragged the gf down the bus. like excuse me, the guy was sitting opposite me. hard not to be looking at him. plus i was stoning and i didnt really absorb the surroundings.

then there was this auntie damn cute. she was like "ah girl ah bu yao pa. auntie ting ni". i was rather 0.O but i said xie xie all the same. lol.

i never realised how much i regretted my actions until recently. i was just avoiding the issue altogether thinking it was over. but there is this shadow in my heart. will it ever go away? i need to get on with life. it's not gng to work out if i dun get over what is alrdy passed. yah tht one huge decision affected me and many others, i'm rather sure to those i care abt, it's negatively. i'm really sorry. i almost lost my 2 really really great friends. i'm glad they eventually got over it and were willing to accept me back again. but i guess, there will forever be this inkling that it happened before and i'm really sorry for wdv you all had to bear for the stupid decision i made. i'm not great with words. in fact, i suck at expressing myself through words. but i really do hope you guys, especially the 2 of you, know that i really care and that i treasure our friendship very very very much. oh damn i suck at words im sorry.

and i know you know, so it totally made my day :D