:)

end of a horrible week. yay.
finished 6 tests in 4 days. yay.
tmr short day. yay.
saturday watch mummy. yay.
sunday earn $3o. yay.

ok quick update.

tuesday. didnt go to school. slept the whole day away -.- so there's really nth much to blog about.

wedsnesday. the day of tests. studied for physics test on the mrt. screwed it a little with careless mistakes. screwed econs tests too cos i focused on the wrong stuff. baaaah. but nvm. i passed sailing test (: only hj stupid noob fail the theory then had to retake. lol. then we did rigging up and knots. and we didnt have time for launching and recovery cos we were invited to the olympics sailor send off. so we had our dry sailing test and brought our stuff for nth. zzz. 2 weeks later wet one.

pictures on shunije's blog.

today. computing test was zzz. sian. the thing kept hanging and lagging and $%^&*. and i physics spa was ok. it's the best one i tell you. which is good la, seeing that it's the most impt one too since it's A lvls. heh.

and then erm june papa fetched me and shunjie to tamp int. and you knw wad?! casava chips 30cents only lorrrrrr. wah i feel cheated. bzzzz. ok nvm.

had a great dinner (:

now i post some pics.

i wanted to do pw one but i have no mouse and i dun like working without a mouse. i love mice. lol. shall go get one tmr. or else i wun get anything done with a touchpad. lol.

oh and 5C21 got 4 pairs of new shoes. me shunjie thaddeus and sebas. so cool. haha. i shall ask sj to take a new shoes picture tmr. LOL.


look at what leeyan said. and i forgot to click alt so i took the whole screen instead of just the convo -.- as u can see, i was blogging when leeyan interrupted. naughty girl/boy.


the durian thingy i went for last saturday. one person $3. my father said we ate equivalent to $100 over cos the durians were good durians. HAPPY (:


that's joanne. me and jolene's beneficiary. i'm feeling quite guilty that i will be missing this sunday's curl. maybe i shld like erm develop this and give her or sth. lol.


yay (: on the floor outside school. lol.


joanne's mosaic. it's called spider-sun.

*pouts*

ok tht was random. i was pondering about how to start -.-

school sucked. ok what's new. pe was lame. others had napfa retest so we couldnt play softball. quite a waste, cos i think batting is kinda fun. violent move i like. lol. so erm played a little volleyball which sucked cos the ball damn hard hit alrdy damn pain then i went to run one round with mervyn who was doing his 2.4 rerun. so touching hor? haha. quanyi ran with him for 2 rounds and jerome and shunjie ran with thaddeus. gary so lonely. LOLOLOLOL.

then slacked ard in the canteen. then had physics lecture. i dun see why we need to spend 2 periods of precious lecture time to go through something we alrdy learnt last year. zzz. gp was erm gay. arty stuff. totally not my style. lol. then computing. yay finished oracle for this week.

maths test was crap. i hv damn a lot of careless mistakes ):

after tht june had a mini scare which was quite amusing.y

then h3. ok as usual. i went in and fell asleep.

shunjie, please don't be sad. i'm sure you will find another dinosaur to take calfo's place.

i hate differentiation. but i hate integration more.

i want this coming week to be over soon. and i just realised it's going to be august soon. it's like OMG 7 months GONE ALREADY. that's damn fast. ok that was random. but it's true wad.

2008 have been such an eventful year. and there's still 4 more months to go.

i've settled on a tentative day of 'rest'. i need it. just a day alone. ok so i will have to spend it studying, but i will probably be more focused if i didn't have to wake up from an alarm clock.

i shall go run later. i need to train for the school's crosscountry ok. i competitive runner worzxzxzx -.- i'm just joking. i'm running to sweat it out. destress.

ah. back to differentiation.
ok maybe not.

horrid week.
horrid mood.

school sucked. there's 6 tests next week. i don't want to go to school.

i burnt my saturday away by going to curl. i was really reluctant to go, but since i signed up for it, it's something i committed myself to so i went anyway. switched groups to be with jolene or else i will seriously rot and die. it was ok i guess. except for all the waiting and waiting and waiting. me and jolene were supposed to take care of joanne. we were rather o.O at first cos it's like erm me and jolene. probably 2 of the more coldblooded unkind mean people there are in school. lol.

random: jolene saw some kids running around in the field and wanted to kill them.

the group we were in were made up of us and a few theresians (pronounced there-sians) and one nyjc siao zha bor (shes called mad, short form for madelene). it was rather interesting listening to the theresians gossip. a lot goes on in girls' school. lol.

i resolve to study a little bit of econs today.

im starting to doubt myself and i what i did. the cold war ended, i lost something. i don't know what, but i just don't feel good. it's like, there's this little voice at the back of my head nagging at me.

some other stuff happened, i guess it's not convenient to mention it here. but what i want to say is, i never ever discriminated you or any other at all. if you know me, you know i only discriminate against stupid and inefficient peoeple. i never cheated you. i just trust my friend more. it's one or other. either i "cheat" you or i "cheat" her. i chose to shut up. i have no say in this so whatever either one of you told me, i just listen and keep it to myself. i don't want things to end up like that. but since it alrdy had, i guess, we all just have to go our own ways. you want to end just like that, what can i do? all i can say is, we had happy rounds around the track.

i'm sorry if i didn't handle the situation properly.
i'm sorry if what i did, or rather did not do, hurt you.
i'm sorry, but i treasure her more than i treasured you.

i need a break. from this. from that. from everything.

it's an unproductive night.

all i did was one econs essay and one oracle tutorial quiz which had 4 qns. i tried going through oscillations since i didn't listen during lecture, but i realised i have no notes at all and i can't carry on with all the blanks and stuff. so i switched to gravitation since there's a test next tues. but i can't do a single question from the tutorial cos my brain refuses to work. so i decided to move on to differentiation. worse. now i've got a bloody headache and i'm still no further in the stupid topic. and its 11.23 now. i spent the past 3 hrs doing nth at all. damn it.

school sucked as usual. assembly was a total waste of my time. though it did lift my mood up cos june was so amusing. ok june is always amusing actly. she makes the stupidest comments. and she thinks the earth rotates randomly -.-

tmr is thursday with monday's timetable. urgh. pe again. and then 3 computing periods. double urgh. and 3 hours of stoning in the canteen trying to get some work done before i go for h3 to sleep. triple urgh.

i'm looping 单 now.

i want the shoes.

i suck.

I AM BUSY ON THE 2ND OF AUGUST (:
YYYYYYAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

my brother just called back and said he ordered a pair of running shoes that cost $110. makes the levi's and fila look cheap. but then, the levi's and fila shoes are not running shoes. just shoes that are fine for walking and going to school.

then i just rmbed that my brother got give me allowance, means i got spare cash (: MEANS I CAN GET THE SHOES (: yay! i shall go take a look at the shoes again and decide which one i prefer and if i really really like, want and NEED them.

ok i shld start on my eom. its almost 11. zzz.

horrid mood.

school sucked.

tried gng for retail therapy after school today at tm. walked around. saw this pair of levi's shoes, silver colour one very nice. $89.90. o.O walked out and carried on looking. then i saw this pair of fila shoes, very nice also. $49.90. super tempted. but decided against it cos 1) i dun have money 2) i dun need such expensive shoes i only need one that can be worn without squeaks. but i spent $170. wow. ok before u go shaking your head at how i can spend so much money in a span of like 20mins, i spent tht $170 on the economics sloman book. one for me, one for shunjie and one for quanyi. so much for retail therapy huh. i really like the levi's and fila shoes leh...

for once, i really really really hope it's inefficiency.
cross my fingers, toes, eyes and everything else that can be crossed.

how much more will it take?
my guess, not alot.

it's the 22nd of july tmr. cross my fingers and my toes.

its 3am now and its supposed to be sleeping time but why am i still up? cos of the god damn bloody xtreme apps. and guess wad? still got 7more hrs to go. we have been sitting in front of our laptops, for PON's case, a desktop, for like 17hrs.

urgh. im taking a break from all the xtreme stuff cos it's now jerome's turn to do his javascript stuff. i did were draw cartoons and flash and photoshop. leeyan figured out flash and did flash too. its damn tiring to look at the screen for so many hrs at the same time. zzz.

im hving a headache now. it nv went away since thurs. urgh. sickening. and tmr got school. like wth? the stupid racial harmony thing. and h3 until 6.15. ohmy. still got essay and i dunno wad other hw to do.

agnes is talking very loudly again. she lives in her own world it is so amusing when everybody ask her to ssshhh and she's oblivious to it. lol. but quite ok la. since seminar room 2-4 is like mostly dunmanians.

i want to go home. i miss my bolster.

i'm giving a damn no more. hopefully.

单 刘力扬

虽然你口口声声不要我受委屈
让我流最多泪的人 却是你
你总是信誓旦旦为我遮风挡雨
可是我的求救 你都听不进去

每次黑夜醒来 你都不在
想要拥你入怀 却只把黑拥进来
回忆脑中打转 我不要在你的世界落单
从前可不是这样

等到心一丝一缕扯碎了散满地
我就再没有理由继续等你
也许我终其一生都无法了解你
也许你的爱情和我不同定义

每次黑夜醒来 你都不在
想要拥你入怀
却只把黑拥进来
回忆脑中打转
而我却在你的世界 落单 Ha~

就算你残忍 我勇敢 爱的人不该伤害
如果你不懂 我悲哀 冷的心如何期待

OH夜吞没了爱 你不会回来
我有什么好徘徊 太阳就快升起来
你是飘远的船
爱情是不再汹涌的波浪
我就和自己 作伴

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	High
Sloth:	Low
Envy:	Low
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Medium

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

this is like sooooo expected -.-

tmr is xtreme apps and i hven started reading the stupid black file.

ah well. ytd school as usual. boring. after tht went to watch dark knight with jolene leeyan weiliang quanyi shunjie jerome at the cathay after school. the movie was quite nice. bruce wayne is handsome and sexy and oozes machoness. lol.

after tht sj needed to buy chikong's present. so he bought this translucent black underwear for him and the salesperson was erm female. we suppose la. cos wearing mini dress. but the voice is a man's voice and she/he got adam's apple. and the makeup is worse than the joker's.

reached home. and i promised myself to study econs cos i totally caught no ball since school started. so i read the notes and tried to understand. understand it more now but the opp cost is the time that i used could hv been used for slping. i ended up slping only 3hrs. zzz.

not very good mood today. lack of slp plus some other stuff la.

slept in the canteen during the first 3 periods. gp was erm boring. econs lecture was boring too but i kept myself awake cos i probably can't afford to slp in lecture anymore. pc was lame. econs tutorial was quite funny. thaddeus has funny astro boy hair. LOL.

after tht didnt feel like going home cos erm yah. just didnt feel like going home. so stoned in the canteen until like erm 3 then went home with weiliang and jolene who had diarrhoea so she couldnt go for culinary -.-

i shld start reading the damn file.

and i really really really really hope that i am busy on 2nd august :/ pray for me ok? i will be grateful.

and 2 pple said tht i was weirdly nice today. hj and sj -.- i always very nice one lor. but apparantly im ncier than normal today. i tend to be nicer when i'm in a not very good mood. it goes like this: 1) a bit high. 2) then diam diam dun talk dun smile just stare and treat pple nicer than i would i dunno why. 3) can gl will gl so get off my back. yah so erm beware of step 3.

it's all for nothing

it's 12 and i'm having a terrible headache.

i really should stop thinking so much. think less then i will worry less. worry less than i wun be in such a bad mood. then i won't think so much and the cycle continues. oh damn.

i did until qn8 and i decided to give up on qn9 and the rest tht follows. maths is only for when i'm in a relatively not that bad mood. argh rarh.

and i hven started touching tht god damn thick black file. disgusting.

school is disgusting. urgh.

and next monday it's like gng to school for pe. so lame. im sure most of the cohort will turn up in sch u. this is so random.

it's late and i shld slp. but i go slp i also lie down thr like idiot trying to slp. baah.

damn it.

i feel the urge to blog again.

today is yet another long day. jerome and shunjie were super duper lame today. but they were rather amusing too. haha. keeps me entertained. though it's at my own expense. but it's ok la. amusing. lol.

lessons were total crap today. totally didnt absorb anything the teachers were saying. ok maybe absorb a bit here and there. but argh. i still dun get econs. i shld start listening and stop sleeping. rarh.

anyway, mr poon talked to us about the h2 h1 stuff today. suddenly contemplated dropping h2 econs to h1. cos i dun understand market structure. but then, after so long of persuading weiliang to keep his h2 chem, if i drop mine, i will be like zi da zui ba. zzz. but then, im taking the max amt of units alrdy. zzz. sian.

and then he talked abt top 3 achievements. dun say top 3, i 1 also dun hv. sian. now cineodeon seems all the more impt. i really do hope i can get in. please let me get in. urgh. i hate waiting for results. ok maybe i can suddenly turn into a coding genius and win xtreme apps. then i hv an achievement. yah but i might as well just go rob the bank. more achievable then winning xtreme apps.

had sailing after tht. there were only 4 of us. me sj jerome and gladine. windy day today. so we SAILED. as in seriously SAILED. can feel the boat move that kind. and we are hving theory review next week and then lvl 1 test the following. then dunno test wad thing then can get license or sth. i also not very sure. lol. does tht count as an achievement?

on top of every other sucky things, i can't even do the first question for mathematical induction tutorial. we induce for wad? i trust those smart asses out there who have alrdy proven it and i hv no wish to prove it again. it wun get me an achievement or a nobel prize. zzz. who cares if the LHS = RHS?

i feel like a loser.

i think it's really over (:

like finally. i've been avoiding the issue for far too long and now, after talking to hj, ly and qy, im feeling loads better. it's like a huge weight off me. maybe there really wasnt much of an issue, maybe it was more of a stupid cowardly way of doing things, shying away from the responsibility that i had to bear for the consequences. but now that ive gotten things into the lights, rearranged my thoughts, straightened out my feelings (yes sj, i HAVE feelings), i realised that it was just me worrying and thinking too much. maybe it became a habit in due course. i mean it's like so long ago. now i'm feeling stupid for not confronting this whole thing earlier. it had always been a barrier, and it somehow just made me steer clear of certain other issues and feelings.

life goes on and im going with it (:

and u knw wad, im not living in self denial. i'm more of trying and wanting to just keep that place for mistakes in other pple's judgement. a judgement based on "it's a guy thing". i cleared the issue, but it doesn't mean im ready. and by believing wad i want to, it makes things so much easier. cos i dun wanna lose any friends. and yes i do suspect, in fact, i suspected it long long time ago.

and jerome shunjie and weiliang, im so sorry, i just have to reject all 3 of you. we know each other so well. it will be damn weird to you know? haha. i've learnt. OMG THIS IS GAY THEY ARE GAY!!! you shld hv seen them on the mrt -.- especially jerome. damn lame.

i think it's rather ridiculous for us to have to run for half an hour after a bloody more than 8hours of lessons. tired leh. and so much hw ):

ok i shall go get some stuff done ):

i like a good complexion :D

ah im in a good mood now :D

ok i'm updating earlier then expected. cos today i only hv sql to do and read econs notes. i shall read integration on the mrt tmr when hj is cotton wooling. LOL.

oh well, sat was more of preparing for waff. the damn store tht sells container was damn #$%^&. they forgot to deliver then i had to like go all the way back to tampines when i went all the way to bedok. and i reached tampines the person ask me to wait 10mins. LIKE HELLO WTF?! IS THAT THE WAY YOU TREAT CUSTOMERS?! NO! so i scolded him. ha. dun think students can bully.

THEN AT NIGHT GO WATCH CAOGE CONCERT! :D THANK YOU QY I LUBB LUBB YOU!!! haha. was just gng to sit outside to listen only actly but qy got tix from tricia so :D yay!!! sorry for the lack of excitement when i realised tht qy got tix. i was kind of in a stoning mood. lol. then i was damn nervous when we were oh yah bay som-ing to see who go in. haha. but wl and jolene let me go in!! THANKYOU!! :D they had live feed though. lol.

LOVE CAOGE!!!

then sunday was waff. went over to jolene's hse to help her with the stuff then cabbed to scape youth park. the carnival was fine i guess. had our share of customers. there were times we were too busy and had to close. and pple got pissed for waiting. then the printer died and we chnged our service. lol. well, didnt win anything. disappointed yes but it was fun all the same.

ah then last night i had diarrhoea. so poor thing so i went to school at 10.30 for the lessons. skipped pe. lol. well, lessons were fine. but i was just damn slpy and tired. crashed h4 maths. went for h3 physics. ok i guess just tht the pple are damn noisy and the teacher kinda confused me after i understood the notes. lol. reached home at a holy time of 8 -.-

tmr another long day. zzz.

oh sth ridiculous happened. i was on 28 today and i got accused of staring at pple's bf. like wth? the guy wasnt even good looking. anyhow pull one off the streets also better looking then him.

crazy bitch: EH STOP STARING AT MY BF LA!
me: *originally stoning and staring into space* huh wad?
crazy bitch: DUN ACT INNOCENT STOP STARING AT MY BF!
me: *pissed off* u siao ah? u think ur bf very handsome i wan stare ah? ask him go stick himself below the bus nobody can see la.

then the bf dragged the gf down the bus. like excuse me, the guy was sitting opposite me. hard not to be looking at him. plus i was stoning and i didnt really absorb the surroundings.

then there was this auntie damn cute. she was like "ah girl ah bu yao pa. auntie ting ni". i was rather 0.O but i said xie xie all the same. lol.

i never realised how much i regretted my actions until recently. i was just avoiding the issue altogether thinking it was over. but there is this shadow in my heart. will it ever go away? i need to get on with life. it's not gng to work out if i dun get over what is alrdy passed. yah tht one huge decision affected me and many others, i'm rather sure to those i care abt, it's negatively. i'm really sorry. i almost lost my 2 really really great friends. i'm glad they eventually got over it and were willing to accept me back again. but i guess, there will forever be this inkling that it happened before and i'm really sorry for wdv you all had to bear for the stupid decision i made. i'm not great with words. in fact, i suck at expressing myself through words. but i really do hope you guys, especially the 2 of you, know that i really care and that i treasure our friendship very very very much. oh damn i suck at words im sorry.

and i know you know, so it totally made my day :D

it's such a warm feeling (:

let's start this post by bragging, something egoistic people like me like to do.

I FINISHED EDITTING THE FINAL DRAFT OF MY CINEODEON ESSAY, MY DIFFERENTIATION TUTORIAL AND ASSIGNMENT 8C, THE ECONS PARAGRAPH THINGY, PHYSICS TUTORIAL (THOSE WE LEARNT ALRDY) AND MYSQL QUIZ 2!!!

I ROCK :D

I AM SO SATISFIED WITH MYSELF. decreases the weekend workload so much (: love my discipline. ok maybe not. i slacked a little while in between, visited the fridge a little too many times (and always leaving with sth in my mouth :p)

ok so tmr i'm left with like all the WAFF stuff. need to bring hugo for his grooming session. i hope the place opens early tmr. i only hv the morning. and then my lunch date (: (: (: go collect stuff from bedok and do somemore WAFFY stuff. listen to caoge's concert HOPEFULLY. nobody seems to want to go with me ): at most i go alone and emo outside. LOL. and maybe do my MI tutorial. ok maybe not. mr ng not so fast. still have to learn AIR. zzz.

ok so the week has been a damn tiring one. slept an average of like 5 hrs each night? cmi. cos i make up for the lack of slp during lectures. so now i dun quite get econs. but maybe i can read the notes tmr or sth. ok im planning tmr like i have 48 hours -.- ok i'm quite glad i chose not to go for rockclimbing. doesnt interest me anyway. and i would hv to go digging for more time.

lemme recap the week. ok i can't really rmb. nth special. mr gi is on course for the whole week so june was our appointed CT and we only had 2 computing lessons google talk. the rest of the lessons were spent in the canteen or sth cos the labs were taken and library coms are slow (THEY USE IE 5 WE WERE APPALLED WHERE IS THE SUPERIORER BROWSER?!?!) and they dun hv xampp or apache. i hv leh. i just dled. LOL.

ermm... oh sailing on weds was erm as usual lor. just sailing. SAILING. not floating. like finally. and mr koh started discussing with us the erm future of sailing club. frankly speaking, i see it more as a recreation then a competitive sport. cos with the water time we get, i don't think we will be up to competition standard anytime soon. plus, i dun think i want to commit another day for sailing. especially not my wkend, which happens to be like the only time we "have" time.

and i really hate thurs timetable. and tues also. tues everybody go home then we just finish maths and have to go for mass pe -.- and then thurs after pw everybody go home then we like idiots liddat sit in canteen wait for spa. siiiiaaaaaannnn.

oh well, and i guess today will be the last early friday for me cos h3 starts next week. and my mother treated me to swensens today. it wasnt really for nth. it was cos she knew i end early today and plus the fact tht for the past 4 days wad she mostly said to me was 这样晚了还没睡啊？so we caught up. haha. and i updated her with erm latest happenings ard me. HAHAHAHAHA. damn hilarious. ok mother daughter secret. lol.

ah well. i dun think i will be blogging anytime soon. cos tmr is a busy day. sunday is waff day from 8am to around 11pm i suppose o.O h3 starts on monday and im gna crash h4 so long day until 6.15. tues i have my disgusting dismissal time of 5.45. weds sailing. thurs until an atrocious timing of 5.15. and friday YIPPEE until 3.45 ONLY. then sat 12nn to sun 12nn got xtreme apps. SO EXCITING. ok which reminds me. AIR. argh.

ok i guess this is like a relatively long post. so this shld last until i blog again.


ok a picture of me in case you miss me (: this picture is taken by mr chia gh. i have erm 16 out of the 241 pictures he have. HAHAHAHA. its a little too little actually. they should make posing for a camera a sport like shunjie suggested. lol.

and nope, i do not have 4 eyes to need 2 pairs of specs. i think the other pair belonged to chikong. lol.

ok now i shall go eat sth my mouth is itchy then i dno wad else i need to do then i shall slp.

YAWN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLINGGGGG!!!!

PLEASE START ACTING YOUR AGE (:

today went to the ocs place to see my brother.

it is so freaking far away. it's like at the other end of singapore. take the mrt until my butt gng to rot alrdy. all the way until boonlay leh. wahpiang. then still had to take the shuttlebus. and the officer on the bus thought my brother's gf is his sister. lol.



so stayed there for a while, talk and walk around. tour abit. then after tht went to jolene's hse to do waff stuff.

ok i dun wan blog liao.

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i bet u dun have a class chair to carry u.


or vice chair.


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regrets.
too late.
what ifs.

i finally finished my first draft of the essay (:
now i have nothing else to focus on i will go back emoing.
damn.

i will recover by tmr and enjoy myself at the sports carnival. hopefully.
drakon please wear blue undergarments.

Fate weaves choices.
Choices determine destiny.

ignorance is bliss.

this sucks.
i can't concentrate.
leeyan, where are you?

i didn't win the tickets. again.
i haven't gotten my answers.
i don't know what to do.
i have no idea how to pretend to not know something that i think i know but am not sure that i really know.
i want to know the answers but i'm afraid of the answers.

i should get going with the damn essay.

day 2 of learning festival.

so today we had the personal grooming thingy. the speaker was interesting too. quite animated. haha. but the content quite duh la actly. i only learnt tht formal wear is actly those long long gowns and business suits are still considered smart casual.

then we had the dining etiquette thingy. the speaker was well o.O. i feel damn refined and cultivated. haha. cos most of the stuff she say i knw alrdy. after tht had lunch at ngee ann city. love the allocation. lol. the salad was quite erm i dunno. it was just full of leaves. the soup was too creamy. the spaghetti was too sweet. the ice cream was good.

my 'date' was originally yigeng but the person dunno say wad then we shift shift shift then i ended up sitting opposite shunjie -.- but ok la. i can go for fine dining with shunjie. yigeng is noob. LOL. he was damn serious about the whole eating thing and he was using a lot of effort to eat refinedly. lol.

oh, and people, after eating your ice cream, leave your spoon in the bowl at a 10.20 position -.- that was damn amusing. LOL.

after the thing, just felt like being alone so i didnt go shopping with them. then i suddenly felt like watching a movie alone (i'm an introvert i won't shrivel and die) but i only had erm $2 left cos i needed to top up my card so nv watch.

then i reached home and slept. now i'm awake waiting to win caoge's concert tix.

i screwed things up damn badly once and once is enough,
i'm not going to screw things up a second time.
):

oh god damn it. this is so boring. hairy is doing his mock interview now. zzz.

ah well the interview lecture was rather interesting. it was sara giving the lecture and she's a rather interesting speaker. and me and shunjie have like lots of talent in giving instructions then drawing the thing out. haha.

anyway i think the mock interview quite lame. it's like in front of the whole class and it was lame la. but quite interesting too. lol. before i even started the interview i knew she was going to say i ego. duh. i had tht comment like since erm primary 1? my report comment is like Jasvin is over confident. LOL. haha. sorry cocky since young. HAHA.

oh and i had this qn sth along the line of what kind of person i wouldn't want to work with i wanted to say z*j*a (weiliang's style). but i decided not to pinpoint. then i wanted to say stupid people but decided against it so i said somebody without a mind of his own.

then another qn was how would my friends describe me. first word: man. HAHA. but i decided not to say tht cos not very relevant. haha lol. so i said outgoing. lol.

ahh shunjie is being interviewed now. i can't wait for zijia's turn. HAHA.

aiya youtube is loading damn slow. zzz. aiya i wan go home and i think males are weird. zzz.

I WANT TO WATCH CAOGE'S CONCERT! SOMEBODY TREAT ME! urgh i love dreaming. but it's ok. we have plan B, with a fruit palette as weiliang calls what we normally would have called a fruit platter.

anyway, week2 started. boring. zzz. other than erm ytd's getting back of computing results, school has been rather mundane. oh right, speaking of computing, y'knw the stupid idiot shunjie poked his leg hair at me and i thought it was an armpit hair cos it's like long and curly and i just screeched in class. it's really long la his leg hair. like ____________________________________ when straightened.

and we started with softball ytd. i am telling you i got talent. haha. ok fine so all we did were light throwing and catching but i dun care. i am talented in softball.

school sucked today. i totally hate tuesdays. freaking long day. walking to pe when everybody is like home or going home. argh.

oh this is bullshit.

such randomness.

oh excuse me while i rant a little here. is it my problem if u lack communication and collaboration in your own small little organisation? no.

i wanna watch shaolin girl, the dark knight, hellboy2, the mummy: tomb of the dragon emperor, get smart, 10 promises to my dog. but i have no money -.- zzzz. and some not showing yet. zzz.

and i've decided not to go for rockclimbing. 1, i'm not interested cos it doesnt involve water. 2, i am pissed off.

and i've decided to try out for the cinodeon thingy or however u spell it. i think it's pretty interesting. will probably help in gp. and i reckon it will look nice on my testimonial. sorry for being practical, but i want that scholarship. WANT.

aiya dunno wad to blog le la. no more official lessons. tmr is interview thingy for my cls. i suppose it will be rather useful so i guess i'm turning up. thurs, no reason not to turn up since there is free food. oh the food is half a chicken. and friday ah well. that's like far away, shall not think in such a long run first.

oh and i told shunjie a piece of interesting information today and he laughed for like i dno, almost the whole maths lecture? ok maybe half.

is history going to repeat itself?