im in such a good mood now (:

i just watched yu le bai fen bai and it was a whole episode of tangyuzhe (: handsome (: HAHAHAHA. he got new book lehzxzxzzx. i wanna buy. but singapore is slow like a snail. so i think i shall get it when i go to taiwan in june. YAY. makes me more excited about the trip. i alrdy very excited now even more excited. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.


:D

and my father bought me something that i wanted to eat after i had my jiu ceng gao. HAHAHAH. im in a kueh mood. LOL. its the pink and green balls kueh. y'knw? the one tht u have to dip in orange colour sugar and coconut si1. yumyum (:

saturday went for guitar concert with yuki, quanyi, jolene and weiliang. yuki so extra. haiyoyo. HAHAHA. quite ok i guess. sorry la. i can't appreciate music without lyrics. HAHAHA. and i only went cos quanyi had free tix. lol.


2 crazy people. LOL. and i suddenly find the whole thing retarded and damn funny. LOL. if i certainly burst out laughing when i see some sweet in school its all gna be your fault.


retarded smiles. LOL. and *ahem* flab... *ahem* i so nice. crop out for u. HAHA. now not so obvious. hahahahaha.

the rest of the long weekend was spent finishing the huge hw pile. and i din touched computing at all. lol. and i totally have no idea how to do the econs case study. i did the essay halfway dunno how to do le. and the circular measures also catch no ball -.- zzz.

tmr is tuesday and there's school. sian. long day somemore. but nvm. thurs holiday (: HAHAHAHAHA.

ok i just checked. its called ma kuo kueh.

erm for picture purposes its probably in a nicer shape. cos the ones my father bought and all those i ate before are all round and bally. LOL.

since im in a rare happy blogging mood. shall post some pictures :D


WILL the whale :D


LOL. thaddeus' cake. the tq days. so glad they are gone. and now got the dunno wad AIR thingy. omgzzz.


one fine day when everyone suddenly needed to hold the pole. LOL.


one day when they ordered mac delivery and the tea just spilled. yigeng had to drink his from the plastic bag. the cup was empty fyi. LOL.


shall end with this. HAHA. can't rmb if i posted this before. trademark retarded smile. LOL.

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!
THANK GOD MONDAY NO SCHOOL!
THANK GOD NEXT WEEK SHORT WEEK!

hahahahaha. sorry im feeling rather high. its the effects of erm u knw, the time of the month. HAHAHA. ytd was damn sian so today must high to make up for it. high first, before i cramp later or sth.

anyway. had a terrible bout of diarrhoea on tuesday night. shit for the whole night until 6 in the morning. so i slept in for an hour before i went to school. still go school. so guai :D haha. and was late. wanted to turn up later, but dunno why reach so early. LOL. din go for sailing cos i was tired and weak from shitting.

can't rmb wad else happened. so that was a night of no sleep.

wedsnesday night cramped for a whole god damn night and couldnt sleep again. daaaaamn sian. and it was horribly painful on thursday. i was like dying. and everybody thought i was dying cos i looked like i was going to die. lol. and maths test was horrible. aiya everything is horrible when u are cramping horribly.

spent last night chionging all the hw. i was so desperate i asked mryap to look through my PI for me. and he did. haha. THANKS MR YAP. and i did my anderson paper ok. and my econs article. and i slept at 1. wahpiang. 2 nights of no slp and 1 night of 4hrs45mins of slp. im gna like die soon. LOL. actly wun la. cos today friday tmr sat. can slp in :D plus good thing i feeling high now. HAHAHAHAHA.

HAHAHAHA :D

and my brother is coming home today :D yay. ok to pple like tommy maybe no big deal la. but to me it is ok. different family values. lalallaa.

and theres some ebay workshop later. hope its interesting. lalalala. but since jolene is gng. can bitch. haha. and nicole is supposed to be gossipy and so is tommy. and hopefully ivanHu got more gossipy so haha.

and tmr got outing i think. but i cannot go. nephew first month. zzz. sense my excitement please. shall bring some stuff there to emo and study in a corner. LOL.

it starts with a capital letter F. and no, im not talking vulgarities here.

i didn't want to waste my time blogging, but i need to get some stuff off my chest. as well as to brag.

oh well, before i start on all the emo stuff, i shall give u an update. friday watched forbidden kingdom with quanyi, jerome and jolene. stupid plot but the fighting was good. i mean seriously good. not like fake or wad. i like real fighting. maybe i shall go watch tht thai movie tht they advertised. apparantly the thai actress did all the fighting herself. like woah.

weekends were spent at home. slept the saturday away. and gp-ed the sunday away.

ok monday nth much i guess. oh have. computing mock test. it was like@#$%^& din even finsih the question. cos i din knw how to do. sian. din even manage to submit cos the system lagged. zzz. went home after tht and had an afternoon until dinner time then slept at 10. LOL.

today i woke up feeling really happy cos i had jiu ceng gao the night before. sth that i craved for like super long. and i have it again for breakfast. i still have one more. for supper later. then i shall crave for sth else. lol.

some weird guy sat beside me on the mrt and was squeezing me towards hj for the whole journey. then i pushed him away but he still continued squeezing. and he touched my knee. i have no idea if it was accidental or on purpose cos some auntie put her hand on my leg thinking it was hers before. but aiya. forget it la. he removed his hand immediately anyway.

then in school today :D happy day.

mr yap said i'm intelligent. maybe he did that to niao june but i don't care. he was praising me. LOL. he said i'm IN-TEL-LI-GENT. hahahahaa. hello mr yap if u read this somehow. i dun hate u. LOL.

mrs neo: why you nv do?
shunjie: huh? i dunno how to do. im still figuring out.
mrs neo: ask jasvin la. you got such a good student sitting beside you you dun ask her.
me: *SMILES*

HAHAHAHA. damn ego boosting. then after tht during physics mr lim said i am a good chairperson cos i ask my cls tuck in their shirts. LOL. plus i got 22 for my test :D highest in cls leh. happy :D haha. im now thaddeus' role model. LOL.

then pw, short little discussion but i think we accomplished quite a bit. better than yuki's grp. meet 3 times nv do anything. haha. sorry must niao. LOL.

ok now tht i blogged so much (ok maybe not much), i dun feel like blogging the emo stuffs le. its 1030. i wanna slp. plus i feel a little unwell in my tummy. zzz.

sian. goodnight.

OMG ITS THURSDAY!!!!! all the long days are G-O-N-E GGGOOOONNNNEEE!!!! (:

tmr is a short day that ends at 145 and gng for movie after that with qy and jerome to watch forbidden kingdom (:

horrible week. the weeks are getting more and more horrible. disgusting. this week has been a totally loooooooooong week. it should be over then i can hv my weekend and may time just stop at saturday. bzzz.

monday. ah well. nth much happened i guess. stayed back and missed the soccer match for nothing. ass. feel so sorry towards yuki. bzzz. had 2.4. im guessing i scraped an A. but who cares la. confirm at least a C which means i get my gold (:

tuesday longlonglong day. mass pe was so totally redundant. we did nth. except play pingpong which is slack according to tricia. haha. oh and there was the showdown. HAHAHA. damn funny actly to think of it. but it really pisses me off tht such stupid pple actly exist. zzz. but well. im determined to make it work cos i got brains. and istj pple have a god damn hell lot of perserverence.

weds. physics test was a killer. fullstop. mbti talk was interesting. i think sarah is a good speaker. sailing after tht. the wind was damn strong. the currents were damn strong. and the whole sailing thing is just like capsizing, get up the boat, capsiziing, get up the boat. dadada. and the mast fell and hit my head and now i hv a huge bumb on my head. and lots of bruises. i look like i got abused or sth. normally is i abuse one lor. HAHA.

and my bro got leave from bmt cos he had uni interview. and hes a lucky boy. my father took leave to fetch him ard. my mother cooked herbal chicken soup for him. his girlfriend baked cookies. and his super duper nice sister bought him chocolates. i din see, but i saw the picture. BOTAK!!!! hahahaaha.

thurs which is today. ah well. econs test was ok i guess. doable. hope i do well. i really dun mind spending that 30cents on the honeydew just so i do well. haha. ok fine 30cents nia. baaaaah. and school ended at 6.30 cos of the test and i only reached home at like 8 plus. zzz. and now im alone at home. but its ok. im an introvert. i wun shrivel and die. LOL. plus im talking to weiliang. haha. and dhssh soccer won 1-0 (: feel really happy for them. cos i could tell their desire to win and break the loop. omg! LOOP! eeeeeee. anyway, CONGRATULATIONS (:

i shld get down to dng my pi and some cip stuff and gp journal and maybe the gp essay. sian. i wanted to slp at like 8.30 one. i dunno wad im dng here. zzz.

everytime i hear 靠近 my heart goes up,
then it drops back down again.

WEILIANG says:
i miss sec 4
JASVIN says:
i miss kindergarten

im bored again. ok actly im not. i just feel like doing this quiz so that bored pple can read. or maybe blog pple can read. heh.

1. WHAT YOUR FAVOURITE SONG?
currently its 无辜 and 靠近. ok i knw thts 2, but...

2. WHAT MONTH ARE YOU BORN IN?
march. klick klick klick nan klick.

DESBRIBE YOUR..

4. WALLET:
black with white words and orange stuff. myuk.

5. DREAM CAR:


6. TOOTHBRUSH:
orange

7. JEWELRY WORN DAILY:
i don't wear jewellery daily.

8. PILLOW CASE:
its rectangular. and i just changed it.

9. EYES:
sexy. HAHA.

10. ROOM COLOR:
orange black and white

11. LOVE LIFE:
huh? what?

12. COLOGNE/ PERFUME:
neither. they make me sneeze.

13. CD IN STEREO:
曹格's super sunshine

14. PIERCINGS:
one on each ear but im allergic so pierce le also no use ):

WHAT ARE YOU

15. WEARING:
clothes

16. WANTING:
is someone i bonded with during the pelepah trek. HAHA.

17. THE LAST THING YOU ATE:
chicken. pok kay.

18. SOMETHING YOU ARE AFRAID OF:
i am brave. HAHA.

19. DO YOU LIKE CANDLES?
i don't dislike them

20. DO YOU LIKE TASTE OF BLOOD?
erm eew no.

21. DO YOU BELIVE IN LOVE?
yep <3 lurrbu lurrbu worzxzxzxzxzxz

22. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SOULMATES/
ah well... i guess so.

23. DO YOU LIKE SEAFOOD?
not all. i dun like abalone and oysters and mussels and i dunno wad

24. DO YOU REMEMBER YOUR DREAMS?
i don't really dream.

25. DO YOU CONSIDERED YOURSELF A STUDY?
no duh. do i look like a room to you?

26. DO YOU LIKE TATOOS?
only if they are of naked women. HAHAHAHHAAHAHA.

27. DO YOU BURN EASILY IN THE SUN?
nope.

28. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
of cos. konichiwa. heh.

29: WHATS SOMETHING YOU WISH YOU KNOW BETTER?
i am all knowing :D

30. ARE YOU SHY AROUND YOUR CRUSH?
i am always shy *blushes*

31. GOT ANY PLANS FOR THE WEEKEND?
my wknd is gna be over in 3 hours.

32. DO YOU MISS ANYONE?
i miss wuu (:

33. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A BEAUTY PAGEANT?
if u count little mermaid... HAHA.

34. ORANGE JUICE OR APPLE?
can i have both please? with a banana and a mango. heh.

35. WHO WERE THE LAST PERSON YOU WENT TO DINNER WITH?
my parents.

36. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU SENT?
sth about think about the money. LOL.

37. LUCKY NUMBER?
987654434762456

38. LAST TIME YOU ATE A HOMEGROWN TOMATO?
farms are homes of farmers so all tomatoes are homegrown so that will be a few days ago i guess. i can't rmb.

39. HAVE YOU EVER WON A TROPHY?
of course. i'm not weiliang.

40. ARE YOU A GOOD COOK?
i can whip up man han quan xi ok.

41. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A SNAKE?
snakeskin fruit counted?

42. DO THE CHINESE REALLY USE CATS IN THEIR FOOD?
meow meow. i think u have to ask gaomiao. im not really sure.

43. HAVE YOU EVER WEAR A UNIFORM TO SCHOOL?
oh nono. i always wear my pyjamas.

44. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCH?
horton.

45. WOULD YOU RATHER FIND TRUE LOVE OR A MILLIONAIRE?
find a true love who is a millionaire

46. DO YOU BELIVE IN LVOE AT FIRST SIGHT?
no thats shallow.

47. WHAT IS/ ARE YOUR FAVOURITE ANIMALS?
GIraffe. and hugo (:

48. WHO IS THE SECOND LAST PERSON WHO CALL YOU?
shunjie

49. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF?
everything.

ok that was faster than the previuos one but this quiz has HORRIBLE english. it should be posted on engrish.com. haha.

i miss my brother ):

EVERYBODY PLEASE DON'T EMO!
I DON'T EMO YOU CANNOT EMO!

求求你们啦！不要依摸！


SMILE LA OK?


OK! SMILE :D


ok add one more :D HAHA.

i sacrifice so much worzxzxzxzx. put all the retarded photos. so cannot emo le ok? SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

people are emoing again. im gna post this until u stop emoing. everytime i post i add one more. see how long u can stand my retarded photos.

i am so bored im gna do this.

Q. NAME A FRIEND WHOSE NAME START WITH S
A. Selina

Q. NAME A FRIEND WHOSE NAME START WITH A
A. Andy. well, arthur will do too actly :D

Q. NAME A FRIEND WHOSE NAME START WITH C
A. Chingsiang. well, xicup? HAHA.

Q. 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISS CALL
A. June boobylicious

Q. DO YOU CHEW ON STRAWS?
A. no duh. im not a hamster

Q. DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A. EEEEEEEEEEEEW NO! dun have dun like.

Q. WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU ARE GOING?
A. cs concert i supposed. i so appreciate arts.

Q. WHO IS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
A. well that would be me. and im not the coolest person in my life, im the coolest person in everybody's life :D

Q. WHAT WORD DO YOU SAY A LOT?
A. i dunno leh. do u? i seem to say everything alot. lol.

Q. WHAT WAS THE LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
A. steamboat

Q. WHAT WAS THE LAST DRINK YOU DRANK?
A. chinchow

Q. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU CHATTED ONLINE WITH?
A. junming

Q. DO YOU WATCH TV?
A. yah. but i dun have the time cos i chao mugger.

Q. YOU SEEN THE MOVIE DONNIEDARKO?
A. i wouldn't even if i knew what it was. such a disgusting name.

Q. DO YOU HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMMOROW?
A. HAHAHAHA NO! ITS SUNDAY :D

Q. EVER GONE HUNTING?
A. for handsome cis at hta with jolene -.-

Q. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A. yeah. lurbby lurbby worzxzxzxzxzx

Q. WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
A. nothing. its a saturday night.

Q. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A. erm meanie?

Q. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIST SIGHT?
A. no. its a shallow thing.

Q. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
A. yeah sometimes

Q. DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
A. yeah i clean up real nice. ive got a dog for 4 years. what do u expect?

Q. LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A. 83234567 years 2 mths 23 days ago

Q. WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDE YOUR HOUSE?
A. LT1. i probably slp in there more than i sleep at home now ):

Q. BEST MOVIE YOU SEEN IN THE PAST 2 WEEKS
A. sorry chao mugger dun have time watch movie but i wna watch forbidden city :D

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1. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR PHONE
white like snow white.

2. WHO IS THE FIRST PERSON WHO COME OUT UNDER THE LETTER M?
manching

3. WHO'S THE LAST PERSON YOU CALL?
mummy

4. WHO WAS YOUR LAST MISSED CALL FROM?
private number. means home luh.

5. WHO'S THE SECOND PERSON WHO COMES UNDER D?
debby


6. WHO'S SPEED DIAL 2?
home. there's no speed dial 1.

7. WHO'S THE THIRD PERSON WHO COME UNDER J?
jenny

8. WHO WAS YOUR LAST RECEIVED CALL?
hello. im serious. last received call is from hello.

9. WHO'S SPEED DIAL NUMBER 4?
mummy

10. WHAT IS YOUR BACKGROUND?
hugo :D

11. HOW MANY INBOX MESSAGES DO YOU HAVE?
530. which is a record actly cos i clear every end of the phonebill month and its only halfway through.

12. WHO IS SPEED DIAL NUMBER 3?
daddy

13. WHAT IS THE FIFTH MESSAGE IN YOUR INBOX?
wat favourite angkukueh? from daddy. refer to previous post. LOL.

14. WHO IS THE FIRST PERSON WHO COME UNDER B?
i dun have any contacts under b.

15. WHO WAS YOUR LAST TEXT MESSAGE FROM?
junming

16. NAME EVERY PERSON YOU HAVE TEXT MESSAGE FROM.
let's see. bluetooth. shunjie. jolene. thaddeus. jerome. hui ling. june. yuki. zijia! weiliang. huanjun. jiahui. gaomiao. stm-welcome. gary. mummy. stm-omca. daddy. wanting. zhiqian. leeyan. ziren. ivantam. tommy. quanyi. wenyi. delvin. 19252. CallerAlert. jiaqi. yunjing. selina. daphne. 88888896754. IDEAS. Mr Gi. esther. yigeng. 88888823122. junming. yuxuan. andy. 88888814716. 88888824555. 88888845283.

17. HAVE YOU SEEN THE 101 CHUCK NORRISFACTS?
never heard of it.

18. WHO WAS THE NINETH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL?
gary.

19. WHAT DOES YOUR SIXTH MESSAGE IN OUTBOX SAYS?
But i got highest in class. Haha. oh mine on thurs after school. zzz. So late.

20. WHO IS THE FIRST NAME IN YOUR PHONEBOOK?
ABC. thats me. in case i press too fast i wun call the wrong person or send sms to wrong person. haha.

21. WHO IS THE LAST NAME IN YOUR PHONEBOOK?
//MUMMY

22. DO YOU HAVE A CAMERA PHONE?
yah. only nsmen use phones with no cameras.

23. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON UNDER G?
Guo Xiang

24. WHAT DOES THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE SAYS IN YOUR INBOX?
好听.mp3. its a bluetooth message -.-

26. WHAT IS YOUR RINGTONE?
无辜 by 曹格

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1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says.
there's no book near me. the nearest is a kfc coupon booklet.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
stretch in front - laptop screen
stretch to the left - massage chair
stretch backwards - nothing
stretch to the right - my right hand
stretch downwards - my leg -.-
stretch upwards - nothing

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
im watching it now. the wuzhongxian show.

4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is.
9.35. the show just started

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
9.37

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
wuzhongxian? haha. and my computer has no sound for me to hear.

7. When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
just now. walk hugo.

8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
i forgot whose blog. this quiz is so long i can't rmb what i did before that.

9. What are you wearing?
old unit tee and shorts

10. Did you dream last night?
nope

11. When did you last laugh?
just. wuzhongxian is funny. lol.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
erm flowers? pictures. paintings. some ornaments. oh and there's a moth.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
what do you mean lately? i see weirdos in my class everyday.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
love it. so time wasting it rocks.

15. What is the last film you saw?
erm. horton. its damn cute. haha.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
angkukueh? HAHA.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
sssshh. secret.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
open an angkukueh shop in ghimmoh

19. Do you like to dance?
no -.- i have two left feet.

20. George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?
i only knw he's the president of the us and he is gna step down soon so i dun really care.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
ah girl

21. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
ah boy

22. Would you ever consider living abroad?
nope.

23. Will you pass on this survey?
no. i don't think there's anybody free enough. lol.

ok i just wasted my time.

hello.

this week has been a rather moodswingy one. its rather obvious. lol.

nothing much happened.

monday we realised we have a java practical 5. zzz. damn sian. had napfa 5 items. i almost got my a for incline. stupid back/shoulder/neck ache. if only sit and reach had been the last component. ggrr. but its ok la. since all i need is to run 15mins50secs to get my gold. haha. craved for angkukueh.

tuesday i can't rmb what happened. dun have angkukueh.

weds my bro got enlisted and sailing was damn boring. there was no wind. i was just sun tanning there and thinking about stuff and emoing. dun have angkukueh.

thurs we knew our pw grpings. im in the same grp as mervyn, shitong, thaddeus and yongqiang. yay. dun have angkukueh.

friday we got back our econs test. i got 12/25 and i got the highest in cls. thaddeus and weijie also. and we had some mbti test. im an ISTJ. yes im introverted. dun be so surprise. i'm not gna post the whole chunk of words about how an ISTJ is. if u're really so interested go find and read it yourself. be independent. lol. dun have angkukueh.

wanted to go watch the dragonboaters today. but nobody go with me so i din go. stayed home to do java practical 5. i finished up till qn 20 le. yay. have absolutely so idea how to do 21 and 22. but i think its a huge accomplishment. as weiliang says, its a bunch of alien language. FINALLY GOT ANGKUKUEH! :D

tmr i shall MUG. ok huge surprise. what else does jasvin do other than mug? -.- i shall study econs tmr. cos i absolutely catch no ball during econs lecture and we have a test on thurs. sian. weds got physics test. and mrlim said its difficult. 2 topics somemore. sian.

brr. wanted to chnge my blogskin. chose one alrdy then i opened it to edit some stuff and saw all the html and thought "to hell with it. shall change some other day". haha. and im too lazy to update my links. lalala.

and ive got this short sharp pain in my chest. its damn irritating. was running halfway suddenly pain so i stopped. its probably hereditary. my mother has chestpain too. sian. all the alleles fault. eee bio.

ah shall stop blogging here and nope im not gng to mug. i dun mug after 6 on wknds. haha. and maybe i can bring myself to chnge my blogskin. heh.

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i need to fa xie. i have no idea why, but i'm mood swinging horribly these few days. a few days ago, i was emoing and yesterday and today, or at least the day part of today, i was feeling rather high. i sticked out my tongue at my gp teacher -.- i said warturtle (or however you spell it) when he was talking about history and types of war. and i can't rmb what other stupid things i did. let's just say, june felt smart. you get the magnitude.

i did my physics tutorial. or rather attempt. i did my qn though, and that's an accomplishment. it was a difficult qn. and i did it myself. i tried doing the econs role play thing but it required so much thinking i gave up. i didn't even bother to start trying to write my essay outline. its due on friday. so is econs. physics is on thurs. nth is due tmr. i shall just die next time when the hw pile stacks up. but it probably will be a lot shorter than most others. cos i chao mugger.

been thinking a lot these few days. ok i think a lot on other days too. just that the thoughts these few days have been rather negative. must be talking to many emo pple.

and i just realised these few days how much i hate it when pple around me emo. then when i try to cheer them up, i emo. cos seeing them emo makes me think. then i try to do stuff to stop thinking. then when i realise i dunno how to do, i emo more. then i see somebody else emo, i will try to stop emoing then cheer tht person up and the cycle goes on. its sick.

ok the rest i saved as draft. ah. now i feel slightly better.

只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去

EVERYBODY PLEASE DON'T EMO!
I DON'T EMO YOU CANNOT EMO!

求求你们啦！不要依摸！


SMILE LA OK?


OK! SMILE :D

i sacrifice so much worzxzxzxzx. put all the retarded photos. so cannot emo le ok? SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUANYI AND ZIREN! i think i am so nice i made such nice booklets for them :D and the booklet gave ziren power to score a goal :D HAHA :D

Dug my archives. I dunno what made me did that. maybe i just felt like looking back.

went to do the paulgoldingresearch.com/cg/ again. the first paragraph is the same -.-

At this time in your life you feel like 'giving up'. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is - If you don't give up. So consciously make the effort... You have that inherent power to succeed. yadayada i will be successful one day. conscious enough?

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised. that's when nftff comes in. lol.

You feel tired - worn out and listless. The last thing that you want to do is to be in an open conflict with those around you that are forever tormenting you. What to do? That's the rub. You are feeling that you are being choked - unable to breathe. yah choked by my jacket while covering my mouth.

From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way. nono cannot give up. must succeed. 1st paragraph say i can -.-

You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality. mememe everything also only me.

everybody is emoing. sian. aiya dun wan blog le la.

listening to emo songs and emoing inside an air-conditioned room during a warm and humid night with a friend can be good.

its a break from being high.

this week has been a really busy week. damn freaking busy. ok maybe not damn freaking busy. but busy. have been sleeping at unearthly hours since last saturday. the number of hours i slept since then is like 25 hours? tht's normally what i sleep in 4 days? i mean saturday! hello? its a weekend. supposed to be 12 hour sleep.

been chionging thinkquest. the past week has been nothing but thinkquest. so its all finally over on wedsnesday cos we finished it by then. happy day. ah well. what can i say? we put in lots of efforts. at least two of us did. the rest. oh well, can't judge. i'm just like oh so god damn please with their efficiency. serious. deeeeeeead serious.

but i dunno. tough as it may be, tiring as it may be, the end product is sth im really proud of. i mean first website from scratch and all. took me damn bloody long to figure out the layout errors and stuff. and computing language isnt easy to understand. have to be damn focus and meticulous. one less <>

then weds had to study for econs test. ah well. it wasnt easy. if given more time... no ifs. there never should be ifs. do it and get over it. shall just wait for the test to be returned to us and i'll see how. at the very least, i did my best and if don't do well? what can i do? study harder lor. that's what chao muggers would say.

ytd was my cousin's wedding. was damn tired. waited for the food until i wanted to fall asleep. and i made an exception and played wiht my niece. but she was really cute la. one of the cuter kids i've seen. it says something ok. jasvin never say kids are cute. haha. it was a simple wedding. just an act of respect and politeness to treat relatives and friends. the dessert was nice. lol.

today. school was mundane. pc was an adventure. i was trying to explode by covering my mouth. i almost imploded. it was so difficult. but now i'm very proud of myself for having tolerated for like an hour of stupidity. my tolerance level must be improving.

had bbq just now. quanyi's father dunno wad so we invited also lo. and the squad's sense of punctuality has reached the extreme. an hour. its horrible. bbq was ok. more like a buffet then bbq. felt rather out of place but it was ok after while. and i still dunno which one is quanyi's father. and it was damn entertaining listening to jerome talk about stupidity of a particular someone.

and there was a particular cat who was there with us. and junwei fed it marshmallow and it didnt want. waisiang fed it fish and it wanted. then waisiang fed it fishball and it didnt want too. so after tht waisiang just disected a leftover fish for the cat. and apparantly fish have tongues according to waisiang. i nv knew tht.

went home after tht and reached home at 11. haha just nice.

closed myself in my room with the laptop and emoed. i realise i always emo when im alone in my room. unless im sleeping. and tmr im gna be at home ALONE THE WHOLE DAY! save me. sian. im just gng to emo from my room to the living room to the toilet to the kitchen to the dining room and back to the living room again. sian.

i don't like what im going through now. everything is so routinely routine it sucks.

走在人挤人的走道我问了自已
没有爱情的人是否会长命
那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜
但是我不相信
坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去
坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去
能不能够让我再说我爱你
还是你已不想听
能不能够把你彻底的忘记
我是真的搞不清
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去
只要你再相信
我们会轻轻地靠在一起

i like this song. its 靠近 by 李圣杰. very nice. if you want, nudge me on msn i send u.

ok back to emoing with my non face-to-face friend. lol.