i've removed the login in. it is so irritating. i think its so stupid that i have to log in to see MY OWN blog. so ive removed it. u read this cos u want to. so if i offended u in anyway, I AM SOOOOOOOOOO SORRY. ah my sarcasm is working up again. if i offended u, it probably means i dun like u, so i wouldnt care if u were offended. yeah yeah, im mean. or maybe its meang.

i've decided not to blog about pop anymore. because if i were to blog like daphne or wenyi, its just like retyping my horizon article, just more detailed and lengthy and it will probably bore you. and if i were to blog like jolene, then u can might as well just go read jolene's blog. ha.

school has been a bore these days. seriously. the lessons are getting more and more boring, if ever there was a chance that they can get more boring. the stress of the nearing eoys is getting greater, what with all the nagging and that dunno what thing at the back of my brain wanting to get good grades and the countdown at the top left hand corner of the whiteboard started by mr leong. its 43 days by the way. and i haven't started on my revision. bleah. but at least i already started revision for the upcoming tests. ah oh well.

and we did the same survey we did last year. the moe one. i think its lame. really lame. i love school. really. the going to school part, between lessons part, recesses, lunch and the going home part. oh and i also love lessons. the ones without teachers. see, i love school.

just yesterday, my mother asked me what i wanted to be. and i realised i don't want to be a criminologist anymore. because criminologist only get involve in big cases, like those chopped up body parts kind of murder or some kidnap which shakes the country. and im the kind who likes to be on-the-go, have sth to do. so if i were to wish tht i have something to do, i have to wish that somebody gets into really deep trouble. and tht makes me mean.

so ive decided that i want to be a wedding planner :D i bet you never knew that. but ya. its my backup plan since the times i wanted to be criminologist. a bit no link. but since when do i link things up? so i have to take the events and facilities management course in uni. which means i either need chem or physics. so if i take physics, i don't need chem. so maybe i shall take computing. oh well, lets see how things go.

and you knw, a few days ago, i noticed something. or rather, the lack of something. and i dunno why, but its saddening me everytime i notice the lack of it. and the problem is, i see the lack of it everyday. rarh. ok i knw u dun understand this. dun bother to. you won't. and now come to think of it. it doesn't seem to be lack of something. it seems to be lack of somethings :(

i don't you will knw how it feels. i mean after what happened last year, i thought you will knw. u din like it, neither am i liking it now. oh well, at least you're happy. just don't regret, like i did. and i regretted big time. and when i say big, i mean BIG.

and i feel like i need to say something now. sorry jolene

and i haven't been getting enough sleep these days. lying on my bed, with my eyes close, my mind still can't stop working. i just keep thinking about stuff, school, homework, tests, and well, stuff. yah. its getting irritating. this lack of sleep is resulting in me spending a buck each day for coffee and sleeping on the mrt rides on the way home, missing all the tamagotchi and crazy campers action. grah! i just can't seem to summon any energy to get enthu about this lame and gay but seems fun enough to get my mind of school stuff games.

damn. i hate emoing. but i can't seem to help it. its irritating me more than its irritating anybody else. probably because i dun emo in front of pple. i mean what's the point? why spoil the happy mood of others? why destroy what can be chance to smile and have fun with your friends and keep your mind off all the emo stuff? so if you're emoing, stop emoing :D smile :D but u can emo alone. cos nobody can see. and cos tht's what im doing now -.-

shall cheer myself up. ok i just got myself more emo. in the process of cheering myself up, the pictures are taking a bloody long time to upload. and i was blog hopping while waiting and i saw something tht totally break my already very broken day. rarh.

blogger doesnt like me. blogger nv lets me upload pictures. grah. shall go study geog and forget about showing you all how pretty i look in the photos. bleah.

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