oh my god. this is getting so freaky. i mean seriously. bzzz. it wasnt as bad actly. then pple here say there say. plus the qq weirdo. damn eeew. ahhh. disgusting. eeeeeeeeeeeee. sorry my vocab limited.

all these are just reminding me of bad stuff. wrong stuff. disgusting stuff. all that i want to forget. bad stuff link (a tag woah) to bad stuff. haiiiii..............

maybe its a good thing i go to sch alone. and sometimes go home alone. i mean it gives me time to think through stuff. yes i like to emo when im alone. haii... i only can think. cannot express. then think think think will yue4 xiang2 yue4 yuan3. then will think of all the irrelevant stuff that have no link (a tag again woah) to what i initially thought. who ask the mrt ride so long. lol.

the below have absolutely no a tag to the above freaky stuff whatsoever.

and i thought it was special
just something different
i was wrong, very wrong
its like the same old feeling
but different, somewhat
its a very warm feeling
but i don't want it
cos i'm afraid it will die off
with the same ending
but if it didn't exist
life wouldn't be the same
cos it's one less thing
that puts a smile on my face

sigh, i should stop thinking too much
and just take it as it is
maybe it will all be gone
by the time i finish saying "Pelepah"

有时候感到寂寞，因为想念的人不在身边
有时候希望似乎渺茫，因为没有勇气追求
有时候我们遗憾，因为时间不能倒转
有时候双手之间一无所有，没有什么特别的理由
只因为错过，就错过了

it's only been a day...